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Cori Bren's avatar

I’m all over this. About to write a post about the truth of my doings on Substack cause numbers don’t lie. I’m feeling restless and I currently go where the wind takes me, throwing proverbial spaghetti on the wall to see what sticks. From the first time we met here, you’ve felt like ‘my kind of people’ so I’m joyfully bird-donutting along with you. Here’s to finding our legs on a forever rocking ship🍹🍾🥂

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Bird-donuting!!! You just invented a new verb 😆 I'm so happy you're here, the wind hasn't blown you away!

Hey...if you ever want to guest-post and see if you can hijack some of my audience, let me know!

Cori Bren's avatar

I’m def interested I’ll have to figure out what might be interesting.

Cathy Standiford's avatar

The best piece of "career advice" I ever received was this: Don't confuse comfort with complacency. There's comfort in repetition because it feels familiar. There's an ease to being on auto-pilot. But your advice to pay attention to the repetition is super important.

I've found self-imposed sabbaticals to be incredibly clarifying. I take a multi-week break from whatever habit or activity feels repetitive. I even proclaim it as a sabbatical or leave of absence if other people are involved. (It seems to help the back off and give me some space instead of pressuring me about coming back.) Before deciding whether to return I ask, "Do I miss it? Does it bring me joy?" It's freeing to let go of what no longer serves us.

Congratulations on taking a sabbatical from Wildhood Wanted, letting go of what no longer was serving you, and creating something magical in its place. 😍👏👏👏

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Cathy, you totally get it. Your comments feel SO reassuring! I did take time off for the holidays after publishing my last WW post in November and as you said, I found myself feeling okay about "What if I just let it go?"

We should always allow ourselves to go with our gut and follow our creativity. Thank you so much for your encouragement!

RESIST | FIGHT's avatar

Kristi, this piece hit me right in the feels—those fat, happy birds showing up in droves for your seed donuts are the perfect metaphor for knowing when it's time to let something new land. You're so right: circling the same themes isn't always a sign we haven't "figured it out," but often proof that we *have*, and it's time to fly to the next feeder.

Loving the bold move to retire *Wildhood Wanted* and lean into *Homebody(ish)*—it sounds like the coziest, most authentic evolution. (Tiny houseplants as decor? Genius. I'm stealing that.) Your reminder that there's no prize for staying longer than needed is pure liberation, especially for anyone stuck in that weird in-between-ness.

Thank you for modeling how to listen to your creative energy and pivot with grace. Here's to 2026 being full of fresh donuts (literal and metaphorical) and whatever beautiful weirdness comes next. 🐦🌿✨

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Thank you for this encouragement! Even though I was confident in my decision, the validation I'm receiving has been so welcome. It's hard to ditch something you've done for so long!

These friggin birds (and one rabbit living in the neighbor's yard 🤣) are like a babysitting job lol.

Thank you again for your positive vibes and welcome to the couch! I promise we'll have more than just birds and Netflix here 😁

RESIST | FIGHT's avatar

Keep the connection with me and subscribe 🫂

Andrea Hoffmann's avatar

Without it sounding condescending, I want to say I’m so proud of you. This is PERFECT.

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

How could that ever be condescending!? ❤️ Thank you Andrea. We humans should probably be proud of each other more often, hey?

Andrea Hoffmann's avatar

I dunno. Some people resist momisms like that.

I think your pivot sounds awesome. I’m so in.

Heléna Kurçab's avatar

Ha ha, interesting that this should arrive today just after finally deciding that Zambia was not going to be my ‘home’ forever as I had thought when I moved here 3 and a half years ago. My resistance to change was at last overridden by my ‘power of reason’ which asked me why I was continuing to fight and finance the system for visas when, - as my ‘Truth Of The Day’ note today reminded me - unlike a tree or a flower, I could choose to move. 😀

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Thats a big life decision, isnt it! I have always loved that tree quote, we are never planted.

Heléna Kurçab's avatar

Are you still in Jamaica? I’m most likely heading to Belize.

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Ooooh no, I'm not. I haven't been back since 2018!

Seainin Doran ☘️ ☪️'s avatar

Ah, look at you, Kristi, love, talking about "creative changes" and "life edits" like you’re curateing a museum instead of just trying to decide where the hell to put the good chairs. Isn't it well for some to have the time to be intentionally messy?

If I left a corner of my house intentionally messy, the mother-in-law would have a heart attack before she’d even gotten her coat off, and I’d be labeled the un-tidy woman of the parish for the next three generations.

​I’m reading this and looking at my own crew. I’ve a teenager with blonde hair that I haven't seen the face of in three weeks because she’s creating a fortress of laundry in her room, and a toddler who thinks creative change involves using a permanent marker on the baby’s forehead.

My "creative process" usually involves me screaming, "Who left the immersion on?" while trying to find a matching sock in a mountain of clothes that’s currently more of an installation than a wardrobe.

​You’re talking about "embracing the shift," and I’m just over here shifting the piles of school books from the table so we can actually eat our dinner without getting ink in the gravy. I tell the husband we’re reimagining the space, and he just asks if that’s why he can't find the TV remote.

​But listen, fair play to you. It’s lovely to think we’re not just failing at housework, we’re actually evolving artists. I’ll remember that the next time the baby boy decides to "edit" the wallpaper with his mashed carrots. I’m not a Type A mom, clearly I’m a visionary. Now, pass me the tea before I "creatively" lose my mind entirely!

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Seainin, this has got to be the best thing I've read so far today 🤣 I suppose since I'm old and now childless, I assume everyone is at the same stage in life.

Trust me, I remember the days when my son set the basement carpet on fire while playing with tealight candles. And got caught stealing from the local store. 🤣 I can laugh fondly now because he is resting peacefully among the stars, but I remember the overwhelm like it was yesterday!!! There was ZERO creative life editing going on 😁

Sue Ferrera's avatar

Really like your changes, both visually and what you're writing about. :)

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Thank you so much Sue!

Sue Ferrera's avatar

I like the idea of the Fat Bird tshirts.

Geoff Campbell's avatar

Come our bird yard

We have a nice feeder trough

🤠🐦🐦🦆

Laura C's avatar

Just what I needed to read this evening as I am definitely transitioning too.

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Perfect. Welcome to the couch! 🛋

Laura C's avatar

Thank you!

Elizabeth Oldham (she/her)'s avatar

I love this, and I’m glad I’m along for the ride. Very relevant.

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Maybe I'll create "fat little bird" tshirts and send them to my subscribers 😆

Henny Hiemenz's avatar

Love the new look Kristi 👊🏼

Jenny Golding's avatar

I definitely hear the sentiment that you have to write what's fulfilling to you first. I'm never very good at writing what I "should". Besides, I think our genius shines through more clearly when we can write from a place of authenticity.

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

I agree 100%!! I'm all for making my readers happy but first, I need my joy to shine through 👌

Lorene Edwards Forkner's avatar

Years ago I read a line by Sherman Alexie that (roughly) said getting old amounted to “sitting on the front porch misidentifying birds.” He’s not wrong, I just didn’t know it would be so gratifying

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

LOL that’s a fabulous quote! I may have to fly that flag 😆

I had no idea so many people would identify with the bird thing. It’s such a weird but gratifying shift!

Lorene Edwards Forkner's avatar

I think we all just want feathers and to be able to fly above the fray…

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

What a lovely visual that conjures up!

LMMStevens's avatar

Kristi- big, big ups! I quit socials 8 years ago so ventured into substack with trepidation last year to support a friend- found you- and enjoyed in a fringey kinda way… now upgrading from enthusiastic observer to YES! 🙌🏼 can’t wait to witness the unfolding (and perhaps even engage a bit down the road!)

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Yaay! I’m so glad you’re sticking with the journey!

I can’t help but notice you said “big ups”. Are you Jamaican or have ties to Jamaica?

LMMStevens's avatar

Hmmm- no-? 😊 I’ve said that for decades-! Wasn’t aware it was even a ‘thing’, let alone where I picked up? 😂

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

That is VERY interesting because "big up" is totally a Jamaican thing. Regardless, BIG UP to you for being here 😁

Holly Cook's avatar

I have my own fat birds and I love them all. Thank you for creating a space for us. ❤️

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

You're welcome!! It's so gratifying being a bird lady 😆

Holly Cook's avatar

Especially when the local murder of crows bring trinkets. ❤️

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

My neighbor has two huge crows in his yard, constantly picking at trinkets lol

Jules Torti's avatar

"Sometimes the most creative thing you can do is move your chair. Or your publication. Or your entire livelihood."

I feel like I just unfolded the best fortune cookie message ever! I'm actually heading to the airport right now. You can't even buy a beer for $17.95 at YYZ anymore!

I'm pulling my (non-ergonomic) chair in closer to listen in.

Kristi Keller 🇨🇦's avatar

Hahahaa maybe I need to get into fortune cookie-ing on the side 🤣

Are you serious about beer at YYZ? I remember paying about $15 CAD for a personal pan pizza (4 slices) at MBJ at least 10 years ago. It's murder out there!

Jules Torti's avatar

I'm always serious about beer! And now I'm wondering why someone hasn't trialed a fortune cookie-flavoured beer for the Chinese New Year. As for pizza, I'm happy(ish) to report that when we were at the Cancun airport two days ago, two 20oz. XX amber beers and one chicken ranch pizza (the size of a front tricycle wheel) from Guy Fieri's Flavourtown Pizza Parlor was 697 MEX ($56 CAD) which is VERY impressive for an airport and all things Guy.